A diary of events, interactions, thoughts and feelings I have in my life. Then understanding them with humorous affection.
Monday, July 08, 2013
So when do I get to talk to my sweetheart?
Talking to Sparkling has become a nightmare. Today I got to talk to her for a grand total of eight minutes before the conversation came to an end. She is busy, so busy the love of her life isn't able to communicate. At this moment I feel like having a complete and utter hissy fit over it. Each lunchtime I try to chat but she gets L & B man turn up. Each evening I try to chat but can not guarantee because either she is out seeing Rock Chick and Babyfro or she's at work. The times I am available she's not. The times I can get to talk to her someone else is. The only method of talking to my love is phone and if someone else is on the scene this is cut short or just doesn't happen. I'm now feeling neglected. I wouldn't mind if I was a garden weed, because garden weeds thrive on neglect, in fact they love neglect, but I'm not. I'm me. So I don't know what to do. The time I spend with Sparkling on the phone is the most precious part of my day, every single second talking to her is wonderful. It helps to balance my mind and pull me on course to understand the important thing in my life, which is of course Sparkling. So I'm bloody pissed off. I've lost my rudder, it's been broken off and non incommunicado. I now got a mind now not to even bother texting and let he text me when she feels the need, when she feels she is missing me, because I've had it. It is like nobody else who actually gets to see Sparkling understands how valuable my phone time is with her, that or they don't give a shit. And if Sparkling doesn't give a shit then it's worse. I need my rudder, I need my chats, I need to hear you Sparkling, where are you?
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